God blessed me with a chance to lay eyes on a beautiful creature

A creature so beautiful that even darkness could not spread through his veins and the blood that pumped his heart

his beating heart…BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM

I laid eyes on a man two years ago that i did not know

but I WANTED to know

A man that intrigued me in every way with only sight as my vessel for interest

Intuition threw me a rope and I grabbed on to it like a hopeless child drowning in my own sorrows

Like a drop of water immersed in a sea of oil

feeling like the world was against me

density was against me

I have felt and still feel alone

On this day I let intuition be my guidance

and intuition helped me meet Kyle Trotman

This creature I speak of was a loved and respected individual

And I say “was” because what was once set on the earth

this treacherous place we call Earth

was taken back to the promised land

what we call Heaven

what we call A Better Place

A Human of Faults

A Human of Understanding

A Human of Togetherness

A Human of Forgiveness

A Human that was a Good Man

who loved and lived like no other

Kyle Trotman

This creature

This human

This man

This friend

This son

This nephew

This leader

This role model and educator

was and still is a Great Individual

I cry both tears of sorrow and joy for this MAN

Who lit a candle in the dark hopeless alleyways of my heart

A person who I always knew was an Angel with just sight and intuition as my guidance.

I don’t have many friends but Kyle was truly a Friend

and that candle he lit in my heart stays

forever impenetrable by darkness

Stays forever impermeable to all the negative forces in this world

this world we call Earth

That beautiful creature though I may not see him in flesh

acheived immortality within my heart

the greatest achievement of all

Rest in Peace Kyle Trotman

Intimacy

Mutuality

Affection

Adoration

Love

Trust

These phrases are all connected with Friendship

not acquaintances but True Friends

I find that we live in a world where we accompany ourselves with many acquaintances but few Friends and I wonder why? Why put so much effort to have a crowd, force yourself to be surrounded by many acquaintances when these people wouldn’t got out their way for you. Without that mutual affection , that mutual excitement when you see that person that you hold dear to you there should be no need for many acquaintances because that one True Friend touches on all aspects of your life. I understand surrounding yourself by a few acquaintances that could possibly help you in your future endeavors but I guess my main message is work on the True Friends that will always be there and not on Acquaintances that can easily disappear.